Kansas Teacher of the Year: And the winner is.....

I posted earlier that I received the great honor of being nominated by my school for the Teacher of the Year. I was then selected, along with Dr. Casey Ewy, to represent my school district. The next step in the process was for us to submit our paperwork and compete to represent our region. Yesterday we went to the Region 1 Kansas Teacher of the Year Luncheon that was held in Salina, KS.

Luncheon Brochure

All of the nominees were recognized. There were 15 elementary teachers and 18 secondary teachers. As we walked up to receive our certificates they read a short bio which included key information from our packets and parts of our recommendation letters. The whole environment was one I can't quite explain. It was inspiring. Listening to the accomplisments and passions of these fellow educators really helped me to reflect on my own teaching and ponder my future aspirations.

My recognition as a nominee with the Deputy and Interim Commissioners

Once all of the educators were recognized they announced the 3 elementary semi-finalists then the Region 1 elementary finalist as well as the three secondary semi-finalists and the secondary finalists. I am proud to say that both myself and Casey were announced as semi-finalists for our respective areas! I can still remember the shock on my tables face as they announced my name! It was a great honor full of excitement, nerves, and awe.

Region 1 Elementary Semi-Finalist

As I went my back to my seat my heart was pounding. Then they announced the Region 1 finalist. <insert dramatic pause and everyone holding their breath> The name was not mine. While it would have been an honor to be selected I can happily say that this process has already made me a better teacher. The work that is yet to come for me as a semi-finalist will only improve my teaching methods, strategies, and activities that much more. In getting prepared for this event I wrote a speech in case I was selected. While I didn't get to give it there, I thought maybe I could give it here.

I'd first like to thank the Kansas Department of Education. Not only do you put on amazing programs that bring educators together but you've created a program that benefits every educator involved. No matter how far a nominee makes it in this process they'll come out with a better understanding of themselves, their philosophy, and their beliefs. I'd also like to thank Security Benefit for sponsoring this program as well as helping me personally with my retirement so that I'll be prepared when that happens in 26 short years.

Next, I'd like to thank my family, friends, and colleagues (many of whom I call my second family). All of you have helped to lift me up and guide me to today. When I was feeling run over and championed by my students you gave me encouragement so we both felt successful. When I cried no knowing how I was gonig to get my room ready in time you hugged me and let me in on a secret, "They'll only know you're not ready if you let them know. They won't know you have 5 more posters to hang and 2 more tubs to organize.". And when I am drowning in tech requests you simply smile and remind me I'll do fine as you slip out of my room.

And lastly, but certainly not the last on my mind, I'd like to thank God. He's gotten me through all of those nights praying for tomorrow to go better, field trips to run smoothly, and for students not to devastate the sub.

When I first heard I needed to prepare something to say today my initial response was, "Say what?". This quickly turned to rambling and mild panic. As I gave it more thought I realized I should just talk about what I know and that's my kids.

While I may not have given birth to any children yet I can say I've claimed about 140 of them at some point in my teaching career. This year there are 21 of them imparticular that I am able to give some extra lovin' to. What is it I ultimately want them to take away from my class? Of course, I want them to learn the content standards and all of the skills that accompany their mastery and application. I also want them to grow to be the best little people they can. This means learning how to navigate life.

Last night I sat on my couch discussing my day with my mom. I was telling her about one of my students and the phrase I've begun using with him as well as the rest of my class. I tell him, "Help yourself before you help someone else. Save yourself before you save someone else." For any of you that have ever flown this should sound very familiar. My mom looked at me stunned and said something along the lines of, "Ashley! It's a good thing he is helping. In real life if that happened we'd probably save the other person first." So I explained, that's okay in some situations. My goal is to get this student, as well as the others, to look at their situation. Obviously there are going to be times where helping someone else isn't detrimental yourself but there are times where it is okay to take care of your needs first and that's not a bad thing. I want my students to learn the difference. I want them to want to help others but I want them to know when their helping can hurt.

They've got so much to learn but they are resilient and can handle much more than we, as adults, give them credit for. My class this year is proof of that. We've only been in school 18 days and they've learned 6 reading centers, 9 math centers, procedures and routines for all of our core subjects AND each other's name which is a big deal in 1st grade. They've picked up that in order to do a brain break their minds have to earn it and they are working their hardest.

They amaze me every day with their with, kindness, and quirks. I hope they can say the same about me. We disagree and some times they don't like their consequences but we also shake out our wiggles, learn to be ninjas and how to stomp like a dino. I know they'll learn lots this year. Some of it will be academic and some of it will be relational. If they leave first grade feeling loved I'll know I succeeded. After all they might not always remember what we say but they'll always remember how we make them feel. Here's to making them feel intelligent, silly, accepted and loved. Definitely loved.

This process has been eye opening. I am thankful for the support I had at the luncheon. I know that this is a huge accomplishment. I've only been teaching 6 years and already I've had so much awakened inside of me. I can't wait to see what the rest of this year brings. I'm sure my kiddos will continue to make the rest of this year a surprising, fun-filled, rowdy learning experience!

My Mama!

Here's to classroom visits, growing my education, and educating others.

P.S. Sorry about the extremely long post. High-five to you for making it to the end!